everything

Every time you feel like you want something
or regret something
or wish for something
or yearn for something
or lost something
or envy something
or is still searching for something,

don't give up trying to get it...

but
just don't beat yourself up and feel really bad about it.






We just can't have absolutely EVERYTHING in life

a reason

I use to like feeling useful

I use to like keeping myself occupied, really occupied.

I use to like keeping track on my schedules

I use to like to feel like I'm needed
like I was important to something or someone
to belong somewhere
to have a purpose
to help someone, anyone to feel good about themselves


I need a reason.

I think I'm tired of being a bum.
It's been a long rest

and I thought I was tired of being all the reasons for everything.


something anything just to keep believing
just to keep me breathing for a moment longer
-Travis